Normally, this free discourse is a welcomed aspect of my lesson. I am building relationships with my students and I am truly interested in their daily experiences and consequent moods. However, when the camera is rolling, I become very aware of the time restrictions of each phase of my planned lesson. During this week's greeting phase of my recorded lesson, a student told me about her paper cut. As she smiled, she expressed how bad she was feeling. I knew that this student's comments were going to interfere with my allotted 'greeting time'. I immediately felt anxious. Then, almost as quickly, I got over it; I mustn't be overly concerned about the camera. My student needed a little attention. I wanted to show her that I cared. I wanted to point out the smile that contradicted her stated misery. So, I stopped acting and allowed myself to be the kind of teacher I needed to be at that moment.
When I present this preview lesson to my STG classmates there will be many elements of acting. They will be acting like novice adult students and I will be acting like I am teaching novice adult students. However, when I am in my true classroom, it is best to do what is most beneficial for my students. Ignore the camera. Engage the students.
Yep - if you find value in using video recording to reflect on teaching, it follows that you need to learn to forget about the camera while it's on. It is a research paradox -- for some, the very presence of the camera alters the data. So just learn to forget about it to get the most accurate data possible.
ReplyDeleteYour advice is spot on. I have recorded my classes more during this course than in my entire teaching career. I was never taught how to analyze or critic my own teaching. The more I turn on 'record' the less self-conscious I am during the process.
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